Call Of Duty 4

Assalamualaikum readers!

   Lama gamaknya aku tak mencoretkan sesuatu kat blog ni. Amboi, amboi. Ayat kau izzah, memang tak boleh nak kalahkan? Haha. Gelakkan sahaja. Well, sorry lah dah lama tak meng-hupdate dengan entri entri baru. Busy lah wei. Tahu tak? Tak tahu busy tuh apa, pergi masuk gua balik puhlesss.. 

   Apa aku nak cerita ni kan? Panjang berjela pengenalan tapi tak masuk masuk pon cerita nya. Penat je membaca dari tadi. Maap. Actually, aku nak cerita perbezaan gamers melayu and gamers arab bila main Call Of Duty ni. Aku tak cakap semua gamers macam ni. Tapi ini berdasarkan pemerhatian aku lah.

   Kadang kadang malam jumaat, bila aku boring, aku teman kawan kawan aku pergi cyber cafe. Saja je nak mengekor. Nak lepaskan tension kononnya. Kawan kawan aku ni kalau main COD ni kalau tak sampai 3 or 4 jam dekat cyber cafe tuh, memang tak sah lah. Kira memang peraturan lah. Main COD minimum 3 jam. Maximum? 24 hours pon boleh jugak. 

   Tiap tiap malam jumaat, memang ramai lah international student yang belajar dekat tempat kitaorang study pon turut melepaskan tension diaorang dengan meng-join-kan diri diaorang main COD ni. Main ramai ramai syok wei. Tapi aku tak join ah. Aku tukang perhati je. Kalau aku join, memang kena tapau cukup cukup ah. Dah lah aku noob gila.

   Bila dah start game, cyber cafe tuh dah jadi macam konsert lah. Terjerit sana. Terjerit sini. Teriakan dari arah kanan, kiri, atas, bawah semua ada. Siap dengan hentakan kaki, tangan pon ada juga. Haa. Kalau gamers melayu ni, macam kawan kawan aku, bila main, jeritan BAB*, P***MAK, S**L, P****K, C***I, memang wajib ada lah untuk melengkapkan suasana tuh. Pak arab ni semua, takde pon mencarut. Paling teruk pon F**K. Selalu diaorang just cakap Allah. Itu je. Gila baik kan?

 

   Now, bila korang baca lah kan, korang rasa rasa, semua ni berpunca dari apa and siapa? Haha. Ke memang dah adat? :O

Do you ever feel...

Assalamualaikum readers!

Do you ever feel that the whole world against over you?

You do? Then, welcome to my world. Well, not my world to be exact. It is just my situation right now. What I feel right now. You done everything that are the best for you, but surprisingly people around you say it is not. For the next step, what would you do?

A. Just follow what they pointing at.

As an example. You want to have your lunch at Secret Recipe. But then, your college mates say that it is not worth for having lunch there. They say that it is better to have lunch at Carl's Jr. But then, you still want to eat at Secret Recipe. After a while your college mates pushing you back and forth, forcing you, try to manipulate you, saying that your choices are wrong, doubting you and so on, you start to feel uneasy and just want them to shut their fxcking mouth, you just follow the flow.

or

B. Prove that they are wrong.

As an example. You want Converse shoes to add in to your shoes collection. But then, your sister say that it is better for you to wear Jimmy Choo high heels to add in to your collection. You want something trendy, comfortable and nice to wear for daily life. But still, your sister pushing you back and forth, forcing you, try to manipulate you, saying your choices are wrong, doubting you and so on, you start to feel uneasy and just want them to shut their fxcking mouth. It is not like Jimmy Choo aren't trendy, comfortable and nice to wear. But for daily routine? Seriously. And yeah, you not gonna buy that Jimmy Choo and prove that your sister are wrong.

Can you guys differentiate both decision you gonna do? Can you? Can you? Haha. Let me give my opinion here okay? Well, if you take A as your next step, I aint gonna lie that there is pros and cons. The pros are you gonna make them damn happy for following what they want you to choose and the cons are you not gonna feel satisfied. AT ALL. And what if you take B as your next step? Well, the pros are you gonna feel VERY satisfied with the desicion you make and the cons, you gonna make them mad, unsatisfied and maybe hate you?

I know, this ain't easy. Well, this is life. You can't satisfied everyone. You can't satisfied you and them. Them and you. You just can't. Maybe at a time, taking A as your second step is the best and maybe B are the best. It depends. I'm not gonna teach you how to live your life. It's YOUR life. Not mine. So, what ever it is, I wish you the best and what ever happen next, screw it. :)  

 

TRUST

Assalamualaikum.

   First of all, I want to apologise since this entry will be in English instead of Bahasa since I feel more comfortable to talk to you guys in English. Pardon me. And second, sorry for all those grammar mistake that you will find it later with here and there error. I'm still in learning process. Sorry.

   What are your definition about trust? As for me it is simple. Trust is something valueable that wouldn't even get to replace it with a thousand years. If you can replace it, it wouldn't be the same as it is before.

   What can I say about trust is when you gain a trust from someone, whether it is from your dad, your mom, your grandparents, your partner or or your friend, you have to appreciate it and not to break all those trust. As I said before, trust is something valuable. You cant replace it with anything else.

   My trust been broke with several people with several ways. Yeah, I kindda give it easy with people that I care the most. But what I hate the most with these people breaking my trust is, it's really hurt me inside out. However, because I love them so much, my trust can be gain easily and can be replace one, two, three, and so so so much time.

   And maybe because I'm too soft-hearted, it give them chances to do the same mistake as they did before without knowing that I really hurt that they betrayed my trust. They may think that I would give them second chance, third chance and back and forth. But yeah, that is who I am. I give people lot of chances. Because I think that giving them chances would improve relationship between me and them and I realize that no one is perfect.

   However, some of these people that I love, take things for granted. I couldn't care less. I know this would happen. Maybe in either way it is my fault too.

   As for you, if you are reading this, don't cross the border. I know what's going on. You never want to see the other side of me. I already kept it for a long time. Don't you realize that what you've done hurt me? Don't you realize that you keep repeating the same mistake as you did before? Maybe I was stupid giving you all those high hope, trust and chances. But believe me, it's for your best and also for mine.

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  That is all for now. Take care guys! Appreciate all those trust while you can ey?

BERTEPUK 2 BELAH TANGAN

Assalamualaikum readers!

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   Agak lama jugak aku tak update blog ni. Ohh ya! For you guys info, aku baru sahaja menghabiskan paper final 2 hari lepas. Habis sahaja paper, aku terus call daddy aku mintak tolong ambil aku. And for sure, mesti ada penyibuk. Sibuk je nak tumpang sampai terminal. Huh! Ahaha. Kita gurau je okay awak? :P Jangan ambil hati.

   Now, masuk kepada tujuan aku tulis entri kali ni. Dalam entri kali ni ada jugak unsur-unsur jiwang and also not to be forgotten unsur-unsur kekeluargaan. Kalau agak agak tak serasi dengan unsur-unsur sebegini, boleh klik je pangkah kat hujung belah kanan tuh okay? :)

   Okay. Dalam percintaan, to make it happen, it must be come from both side. Maksud aku, kalau kita suka kan seseorang itu, and orang tuh balas balik perasaan tuh, baru lah macam ngam. Tapi kalau kita sorang je membabi buta suka kat dia, but dia tak ada perasaan langsung kat kita, itu kira nya macam PERASAN, BERTEPUK SEBELAH TANGAN.

   Next, kalau masa bercinta tuh, adat lah bergaduh sana, bergaduh sini. And I'm reaaaaaally sure that dalam banyak banyak pergaduhan, one o the reason mesti sebab CURANG. Well, dalam kes ini, kalau yang curang tuh girlfriend kau, kau tak boleh nak salahkan jantan yang menjadi punca pertelingkahan korang. Or orang ketiga tuh. Kalau tak sebab girlfriend kau yang melayan, takde ah benda ni jadi. And same goes to guys. 

   In addition, kata kan lah sekarang ni korang tengah belajar, macam aku, parent kau harapkan kau berjaya, hantar kau belajar tinggi tinggi, bayar fees mahal mahal, tapi kalau kau sendiri takda usaha nak belajar and buat tutorial, ponteng lecture sana sini, macam mana nak berjaya kan? Tak guna jugak. So, kau pon kena lah usaha, belajar sungguh sungguh then tawakal.

   So, conclusionnya, apa apa pon kita buat dalam dunia ni, semuanya ada dua pihak. Macam kalau kita berdoa kat tuhan tapi kalau kita sendiri takde usaha, macam mana nak makbulkan doa kita tuh. Kan?

   Well, sampai sini je lah yang mampu aku coretkan. Hope dapat bagi pengajaran sikit sebanyak kat korang semua. Thanks sebab spend time baca.

Us called GIRL

Assalamualaikum..

   Sebelum aku start entri kali ni, aku nak ucapkan Salam Maulidur Rasul kepada semua yang baca blog aku ni. Masih belum terlambatkan? Jam baru menunjukkan 10.32 PM pada saat aku menulis ni. So, sama sama lah kita berselawat keatas nabi dan banyak banyak mengingati dirinya. Maksud aku, bukan masa Maulidur Rasul sahaja korang ke ingat, ingat lah sepanjang masa kalau boleh. Insya-Allah, akan diberi shafaat suatu hari nanti. Amin..

   Next thing aku nak cakap is, SORRY sebab dah lama tak update blog ni. Huhu. Busy 'kot'. And maybe sebab tiada ilham untuk menulis. Daripada berbasa-basi, baik lah ada sedikit pengetahuan. Ye dak?

   Us called girl? Agak-agak apa yang aku nak cakap pasal kaum hawa ini? Well, tak banyak aku nak cakap pon.

   Bila seseorang perempuan bertanyakan soalan yang serious kepada lelaki, kadang kadang, perempuan tuh dah tahu pon benda yang sebenar. Dia tanya lelaki tuh sebab nak kepastian. And another thing is HONESTY. Perempuan tuh nak tengok lah sama ada lelaki itu berterus terang atau pon tidak.

   Kalau lelaki itu berkata tidak benar, perempuan itu mungkin masih boleh mengukir senyuman atau hanya berdiam diri. Tapi jauh dalam hati dia, dia akan berasa sungguh kecewa.

   Tetapi, cuba kalau lelaki itu berkata benar, dia akan berasa sangat gembira kerana lelaki itu berterus terang.

   Mungkin ada sebab jugak kenapa lelaki itu menipu. Mungkin kerana tidak mahu menyakiti. Tetapi tahukah bahawa menipu itu lagi menyakitkan? Berpeganglah, HONESTY IS THE BEST POLICY.

 

   I think, that's all for today. Take care guys. Ohh! Before I forget. Next week, is my final exam. Scary ey? Wish me luck!. :)

Ragam 2 manusia

Assalamualaikum. :)

 

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   Entri baru ni, aku nak ceritakan 2 situasi yang berlaku kat diri aku hari ni. Aku agak bengang gak ah dengan 2 manusia ni tapi aku still senyum sebab aku dah paham sangat dengan perangai 2 manusia ni. Biasa lah. Setiap manusia ada ragam dia sendiri. Termasuk lah aku sendiri. Aku tak nafikan yang maybe ragam aku ada annoyed manusia-manusia lain tapi aku seboleh-bolehnya nak elakkan dari buat orang lain annoyed dengan aku. Sebab dengan secara automatiknya, bila someone dah rasa annoyed dengan kita, dia akan rasa macam tak suka or benci dekat kita. Aku tak tahu lah kalau dengan orang lain. Aku macam tuh. :P

SITUASI 1

   Aku kena amik 6 subjek untuk sem ni. Tapi disebabkan ada satu subjek tuh full capacity, aku terpaksa lah subjek tersebut secara manually. Kalau nak add subjek manually, kena amik tandatangan beberapa pihak, baru diluluskan untuk mengambil subjek tersebut. Mula-mula, kita kena ambil tandatangan lecturer. Then, ambil tandatangan pihak fakulti. Last sekali, ERU. Baru lah subjek tuh kita boleh ambil. Nampak tak betapa banyaknya kerja kena buat? Nak dijadikan cerita, aku ambil lah tandatangan lecturer. Pergi pihak fakulti, ada 2 orang. Aku namakan A dan B. Aku pergi kat B untuk dapatkan tandatangan. Ini dorang punya dialog.

B : Betul ke lecturer ni yang ajar Fundamental of Marketing?

A : Eh, bukan lah. Dia ajar subjek lain. Budak ni main ambil je bagi pihak sokongan.

Aku : *WTF A ni*

B : Betul lah. Dia memang ajar pon subjek ni.

A: Ye ke?

   Sumpah time tuh aku bengang gila dengan A ni. Aku tak tahu apa dia punya masalah nak tuduh tuduh aku. Kalau boleh time tuh aku nak je bagi dia makan kaki. Kaki aku dah lama tak makan pipi ni. Aku rasa mungkin dia tak puas hati sebab aku keluar dari kelab yang dia handle tuh kot. Selama ni ada student student lain cakap pasal dia, aku tak percaya sebab dia macam innocent dia. Sekali kena batang hidung aku, memang padan ah muka aku.

SITUASI 2

   Aku malas ah nak cakap pasal kau. Aku takut kau sakit hati je. Tapi kalau kau baca pon, elok gak. Aku sayang dekat kau. Tapi perangai kau tuh beragak lah. Kalau aku boleh control emosi aku dengan perangai kau, apsal kau tak boleh buat benda yang sama? Aku respect kau tapi perangai kau tuh kadang kadang buat aku annoyed. Aku ada gak menyampah dengan perangai kau tuh. Tapi aku malas nak cakap. Kang ungkit balik kisah kisah lepas. 

 p/s : Rezeki datangnya dari Allah. Aku bersyukur atas segala nikmatnya. Alhamdulillah. Tapi ada kalanya kita ada dekat atas, ada dekat bawah. :)

         

a big NO to do to a girl/girlfriend

Assalamualaikum. :)

Yaw guys! Today I'll be talking about what you shouldn't do to a creature name GIRL. Hope you guys didn't mind if I wrote this new entry in english plus malay. And pardon me for my bad english and all those here and there grammar mistake.

Well, let's start. :)

1. Don't make a girl waiting.

You promise her at 10 o'clock in the morning to go for a heavy breakfast. Tunggu punya tunggu, dah pukul 11. Padahal dah siap ingatkan hari sebelumnya. Memamg lah janji melayu. Tapi beragak lah. Dah sejam nunggu nie ha. Itu pon kau belum bangun tidur lagi. Still terbungkang atas katil. But.. Sekali sekala is FORGIVEABLE. Or maybe dalam 5 to 10 minutes, is OKAY.

Lelaki : Alah. Aku tunggu awek aku berjam jam tunggu dia mekap bagai, takpe pulak. Aku nak buat benda yang sama, a big no konon.

Awak, memang dah lumrah certain girls ni kalau bersiap, Masya-Allah. Lama gila. Tapi, dorang lawa lawa pon, untuk siapa jugak? Untuk kau kan? Kalau awek kau pakai selebet kang, cakap tak geti nak bergaya lah, old school lah. Hmph.. Lagi pon, adat lah. Perempuan nak kena gosok blouse dia, maxi skirt dia, tudung/shawl dia, nak muncungkan tudung bawal dia, nak belit belit shawl dia. Lelaki? Ada ke nak kena buat semua tuh? Takde kan. Hanya perlu sarungkan fit shirt, jeans, stoking, kasut, ejas sikit rambut, and you ready to go.

2. Don't get mad at her in the public.

You had your problems with your friends, or your parent, or maybe with your siblings. She ask if she could help anything. And you, all over sudden, nak melenting. Dah lah awek tuh tanya elok-elok. Kena marah pulak. Lagi-lagi dekat public. Memang malu lah dia.

Lelaki: Dah tahu aku tengah kusut. Rimas lah. Tanya ni lah. Tanya tuh lah. Sendiri paham lah.

Awak, she just being supportive. She just want you to know that she will be there through your ups and down. She just want to make sure that you are okay. She didn't mean anything. Jauh sekali untuk tambahkan masalah kau. Dia just nak tolong. Salah ke? And one thing. Girl is a HUMAN too. You just can't anggap like she know everything. You just have to tell her. "Awak, saya tengah ada masalah ni. Awak bagi saya ruang kejap boleh? Saya dah okay nanti, kita pergi makan sama sama ye?" Simple as that.


Well, that is 2 of example a big NO to do to a girl/girlfriend. Thanks for spare your time. And I'm not being sexist over here. I will update new entry about a big NO to do to a boyfriend.